birds fluffed . against the cold

abandoned . the house of god .

If you are not a part of the soution, you are part of the precipitate. (Tillman)

A seed crystal is small crystal which causes precipitation of solute / crystallization in a solvent that is supersaturated.

I hate it when people start writings with definitions or quotes, so why the hell did I just do both? It's in a vain attempt to sound erudite, I suppose, which was also the purpose of using the word erudite. What a fucking poseur.

By writing this blog, I am attempting to get a nucleation event going on in my own head. There are too many things (and when I say things, I mean I can feel them there, but I don't know what they are, so you will have to bear with the vagueness I am ascribing to them) floating free, just below the surface of consciousness. They are much like the mental version of floaters. I know they are there, but every time I look for them, they flit out of sight. Regardless, the point of this blog is to see if I can concentrate this solution enough to precipitate it into some reasonable, sensible pattern.

Can I trust you?

If I gave you a secret, would you keep it deep inside?

Conspire with me
make us one
the solitude of two
Drowned me in your secrets
swim
swim

broken

I continue to be amazed that people can so vociferously argue to the wind in blogs...

you're so pretty
so soft
so yummy

and you are sitting, waiting, for something

and the clock screams

fuck me, fuck me, fuck me